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[06 Oct 2005|06:58pm] |
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if you love someone let them go... if them come back you know its for sure.
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[26 Sep 2005|12:29pm] |
"You've Got A Way"
Shania Twain
You've got a way with me
Somehow you got me to believe
In everything that I could be
I've gotta say-you really got a way
You've got a way it seems
You gave me faith to find my dreams
You'll never know just what that means
Can't you see... you got a way with me
It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love
You've got a way with words
You get me smiling even when it hurts
There's no way to measure what your love is worth
I can't believe the way you get through to me
It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love
Oh, how I adore you
Like no one before you
I love you just the way you are
It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love
It's just the way you are
moving on sucks....
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[25 Sep 2005|09:26pm] |
Things havn't been going to well. I need to change my group of friends. I don't want friends that talk about me behind my back and than act like everythings okay. I don't see why friends would do that to eachother. and then they think you don't know there talking about you. and I need to get things back together. I have a bunny now. Shes so adorable and her name is chloe! I also want to stop going to towson and no more drinking. I have two years of high school left and i really need to do good in them so I can actually do somthing with my life. I'm going to take these kick boxing classes with Shelly when she comes back again because she's coming back to towson. I need some kinda excercise since I'm not going to school all day. and that was always fun and I can go swimming:) tehe.
okie well ill update again soon.
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[05 Sep 2005|08:38pm] |
I havn't really posted in a long time. I kinda miss writting things down though so hi there and whats up? latly I've been sitting home its kinda boring. Tommorow I am actually doing somthing very exciting.. I'm buying a bunny:) I wanna name it fluffy. I'm picking up James after school and then going to get it with him! My dad is back and he's been very nice, I'm going up there tommorow night and staying there till monday because my mommi is having her surgery. Today I went to the fair with Kate! I miss her alot and today was loads of fun so I hope we start hanging out more again. I don't think I'm really going to start smoking much again because I kinda wanna get into t.u and I only have two years to make up my grades so yea. I need to pay attention and stuff cause I dont want to go to essex. I have to go to night school soon. I hate that place. It's in dundalk... damn. oh well, I'll show you whats been going on:)
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[26 Apr 2005|10:03pm] |
well some shit has happened.. kinda sucks. well today I went to the school for meet for a recomendation of expulsion. At the meeting we discused what I did wrong and shit. It sucked. and if you dont know the story its basically I went to school they said I smelled like pot and decided I was stoned and like examined me and did testing and searched me and I hid everything but a tin thing with res in it and some metamorphine or whatever the fuck it is. So I have to night school now on monday and wendesday, and I start 11th grade back in towson in september:) but I might have to stop smoking because I might need to get yurinated loln thats icky. but ohh well.. I'm kinda happy I dont have like expulsion on my record lol. there just putting on there that for excused reasons I was issued to night school. but yea that all kinda cool I get to sleep everyday till like 11 or 12 and still go to school:) I am going to be with a bunch of dumbasses who got expelled well I cant say much because yea, but they'll all probaly have big mouths and shit because this is at kenwood (white trash) so the only difference between them and me Is I'm not going to talk to any of them. tehe ;) unless there really nice tehe!!well I felt a update was nessacary so peace out!
by the way.. I'm trying to give myself a possitive optimistic outlook on this because I fucked up and all I can do is try and straighten out so please dont leave any negative comments because I dont give a fuck lol I've probaly already heard it :)
toodles babes;)
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[16 Mar 2005|07:38pm] |
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yea well i havnt updated in a while. today i went to james because he was sick and i nursed him to health! tehe! and then we went to the church at 215 and ended up home with a bunch of people so today was the shit. lol my mom bitched alot but doesnt she always? I havnt updated in a while so yea.... uh but i dont have anything to say so chao. tommorow im buying a bong:)
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[31 Jan 2005|07:06pm] |
Everybody says drugs are used to make you happy, It's really true. but whats wrong with somthing making you happy?
well anyway, latly everythings been awesome I'm so happy. Life's good. I've been hanging out and delovping great new friendships, and hanging out with new people and my sorroundings are so much better then like a year ago. i love it.
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[10 Jan 2005|05:01pm] |
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I'm in a good mood right now. James is awesome and he makes me happy. Today was a good day. James Pat and David are here. There funny as shit when they are all together. I dont really know what to update about hrm lemme think of what I did latly? I didn't really do anything latly interesting. um I went towson and then James, it as cool. I had a whole lot of fun 12 till 4 in the morning. I had a tube and I was floating with Ryan lol he definatly thought he was floating. James just looked at me and smiled It made me happy. tehe yay! I think I said siotmhing that upset him this morning and it made me feel like shit. I was like got damn it why the fuck did I upset him.... I never wanted to ever hurt him or upset him. and I definatly did...and I didnt mean what I said. but he Isnt mad at me and it makes me happy. I wouldn't want him to be mad at me. I want to play with my tomogotchi.. I'm playing with my phone. well I'm gonna go I'm kinda tired.
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[09 Jan 2005|10:47pm] |
What would you do if I.....
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived across the street from you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
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[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the best memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you if so how?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you ever kiss me?
[12] Where did I first meet you at?
[13] Did i ever go out with you?
[14] would you ever go out with me?
[15] Are we close?
[16] Emotionally, what stands out?
[17] Do you wish I was cooler?
[18] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I to you?
[19] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[20] Am I loveable?
[21] How long have you known me?
[22] Describe me in one word.
[23] What was your first impression?
[24] Do you still think that way about me now?
[25] What do you think my weakness is?
[26] Do you think I'll get married?
[27] What about me makes you happy?
[28] What about me makes you sad?
[29] What reminds you of me?
[30] Do you think I’ll ever become famous?
[31] How well do you know me?
[32] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[33] Do you think I would kill someone?
[34] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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[06 Jan 2005|05:43pm] |
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well I went to school tuesday and felt sick but besides that I didnt go to school the week before break. and I've only gone once this week well twice but I got sick after first period and left anyway. Things dont feel right, hell I dont feel right. but hect what is their to do? well w/e I dont really feel well so I'm going to go do somthing besides sit here...
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[06 Jan 2005|05:41pm] |
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I feel run down, weak.. there is somthing wrong with me I know it.. I don't usually act this way or feel this way. latly everything I do is wrong.. I'm sorry I'm not a;ways perfect but I try.
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[23 Dec 2004|09:05pm] |
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I hate girls. Girls suck. All of them. Including me, I'm just like any other annoying ass girl who crys all the time over stupid things. I wish I was a guy.. guys dont fight with their friends.
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[23 Dec 2004|07:33pm] |
I really miss the good old days when it would be partys of Kate and myself and other random people... Kate was definatly the only friend I've ever had that hasn't caused fights over stupid things and the only friend I've had thats a girl that doesnt mope constantly... not as if I don't but yea. we used to fight alot as friends but it was over stupid things like wanting a boy or liking someone lol and they were really stupid things and then one of us would give in. and then we'd be good. but It was never you did this and you did that and you did that and all this! It was all like we both did a little.. like the time we got snowed in at sweeties and had to lick videogames to make them work and we memorized the skit to lilo and stitch and now that is my favorite movie... we were stuck their in a snow storm, with the little annoying kids, licking freaking video games and getting scratced by cats!!! lol heres the cat that scratched us
^its sparkles RAR!
^yay J.A.C.K!!!
^ that night was fun fun!
^ I miss going to Jack's and doing that^ and being happy and no drama and it being the safe haven .. I get now. the whole safe haven thing.....
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[20 Dec 2004|06:29pm] |
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Today was fun.. I got outside to go get James and decided I was too cold and tired for school, so my mommi said I could stay home when she saw it was eight degrees... James came home with me after that because he decided fuck school I guess. After that James my mom and I did some shopping at target. It was all so fun. we came back to my house smoked some and chilled together for a while. Then we decorated my christmas tree and after that we did the big tree in the living room with robby and brea. That was alot of fun. Then we watched a movie. Robby came in with the Idea of going to this gas station that sells pieces so I was like cool and we went but couldn't find it and then decided to go to pasta mista. So we did and then we came back to my hosue and watched the rest of the movie.. After the movie we went to take James home and his stomach was hurting... I'm worried I hope he is okay now. my poor baby. well I'll update later.
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[08 Dec 2004|02:58pm] |
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god I hate when people lie about shit and talk about people behind their backs.
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[28 Nov 2004|08:18am] |
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okie I tried to update and it deleted but heres the jist! I'm at bekies and about to go to work. last night was fun. I talked to bekie about things I didnt even relize bothered me... and things that I wouldn't talk to anyone else with. We had fun. I'm leaving in like 5 minutes so I'll update later.
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[28 Nov 2004|12:53am] |
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These are pistures of me and Bekie playing with all of Bekie's make-up!
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[15 Nov 2004|08:36pm] |
just a few photos to update!
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